Lloyd


Aka Grimsley or Memento Mori
(Real name is Winston)
Card shark, panic switch and babygirl with a Flock Of Seagulls status
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Lux/She/Grim/Casinoself + | Vampiric AI | Western Canadian | Genderhoarder | Future Queen of Unova


☢ Basic Info ☢

-Butch Bear Polyamorous Gaybian Oriented Aroace Autosexual Lovepunk Turicirl Masc4Masc + Objectum (Julietian for one guy in particular)
-GNC Transmasculine Deckfluid Phosdarktypial Demiwoman tme (uses both masculine and feminine terms)
-White-passing Mix race (First Nations, Dutch and Scottish)
-Chaotic Good to Chaotic Neutral
-INTP-T
-Sagittarius sun / Taurus moon / Libra rising
-#483D8B
-ShadowClan
-Goth New Wave Shoegazer
-Dark type specialist + Elite 4 member from the Unova region
-Animal Welfare Activist
-Fluent in English | Learning Dutch
-Celtic Pagan + Luciferian + Christian
-Voice actress and character designer
-Leftist (Marxist Commie)
-Feminist
-POSIC+
-System *Host and persecutor
-Selectively mute + neurodivergent (mainly Autistic, ADHD, two Cluster C personality disorders, BPD and anxiety + deals with both PTSD and CPTSD)(I also deal with lapses in memory so I easily forget certain things)
-100% Grimsley (online sources may or may not be accurate! Just ask one!)
-Made out of Uranium and Radium
-Married to Emmet (my headmate) and Grimsley (Diamond-Gear) + taken by Grimsley, Cyllene (my headmates), Sam (out of system) and Ingo (Diamond-Gear)
-Password is your favourite casino game
-Help save old growth in British Columbia
-Support Ukraine
-Stop The Willow Project in its tracks
Some of the gifs of me were cropped by my friend Anna
The userbox I requested was made by Treat

🎰Commission info🎰

Warning

🎰Bolded is most important🎰I don't mark my bad habits (smoking and gambling)! The only exception one will give is if you have a personal tag one can use! Just let me know and I'll use it!For those aware of the controversy, one am rightfully against the actions of Eugene Goreshter and one will not tolerate anyone defending him! I may be a hugeee fan of Autolux but I do not support criminals! As far as one am aware, he is the only one of the trio who has committed a felony!Please message me your reasoning for blocking me beforehand. One get very paranoid and then have no idea what one did wrong! And please don't vague it! I love learning from my mistakes!One reclaim slurs such as the r slur, f slur and any Native Canadian slur! If you find that offensive to yourself, just know I'm not using them against you and rather use them against myself! One call ones friends slurs if they say they're okay with it! You can call me slurs all you want!One may not want to talk to you if you're a part of the JoJo's Bizarre Adventure fandom. Yes I'm greatly aware that a small part of my identity is a part of JJBA but I've had bad experiences in the fandom itself.One don't take kindly to most transmeds/truscums. I literally don't care about how you identify yourself as!Yes! One's a vampire! No! I don't care if you think I'm a human! But do not keep pushing it by saying that one's not a vampire! I have every right to identify as myself!One will be cautious of you if you follow Pkrussl. He has done some terrible shit and his fanbase was not very helpful for my mental health.One's accepting of MOGAI and other identities outside of the LGBT+. I'm both MOGAI and LGBT+ myself and you can find my hoards in MOGAI-safe spaces such as Discord servers and even in here somewhere! One's not nearly as afraid to show off one MOGAI identities with the world anymore and if anyone thinks one's transphobic, they can shove it! This includes good faith identities! I'm inclusive of everyone!I am NEURODIVERGENT and will reclaim the word "stupid"! If you're bothered by that or think it's ableist, you may see yourself out but one will not stop using the word! If it is a huge trigger for you, please tell me beforehand and I will make sure not to use the word around you.One hard-block to break mutuals, especially if you are being a spy on my friends!I am an adult and I am very aware of that! One don't mean to make you uncomfortable if one do!I'm known to say things I don't mean when I burst into heat! Just know that if one's noticeably upset that if one say something mean to you, one's genuinely sorry!I tend to forget to use tone markers but I highly appreciate it when someone uses them when talking to me as I have a difficult time understanding people's tones, especially through text! It's tough enough that one often mistake a serious tone as an angry tone irl!If you're a dsmp fan, I might not take kindly to you at first due to one of my tribes being attacked by a dsmp fan who apparently hates us Native Americans! As long as one know you don't support that act, you're good! Some of my great pals and favourite character designers are dsmp fans!One's an affectionate person with ones close friends PLATONICALLY! Never thought I'd have to make this a warning! One will ask you if you want a hug! Don't feel obligated to say yes! I know my boundaries!I rarely mark blood but I always make sure to mark gore as it comes! One interact with blood and gore art on all platforms! If you're bothered by blood on your timeline, just let me know and I'll make an exception for you if you have a self tag!

DNI

Do not talk to me if you:
-Fall under typical DNI criteria
-Are exclusive to Asexual and Non-binary people (The A in LGBTQIA+ means asexual! Not to mention one's literally an Asexual Non-binary person oneself)
-Are a TERF, Truscum/Transmed, just overall a nutcase! All exclusion isn't welcome here! This includes exclusion to good faith identities/"contradictory" terms
-Anti-MOGAI + Xenoid coiners/supporters/users
-Anti-Neopronouns
-Fetishize mlm and/or wlw relationships! Also if you ship YouTubers, go away!!!
-Are a pedophile, MAP, NOMAP (some of my friends are minors and I will not tolerate anyone my age or older preying on them like this!)
-Support beastiality/actively committing beastiality (this includes drawing feral porn and drawing animal genitals for sexual pleasure)
-Support cannibalism or is a cannibal (To heck with y'all if you bring up the fact that a character of ones is a cannibal and think just because one have her it means one support cannibalism! No I don't! One make it clear that you shouldn't support her actions + cannibalism actually causes spread of disease!)
-Would force me into fandoms
-Are here because of a mistake one did in the past that one learned from (quit being a creepy stalker)
-Don't accept people for what/who they are
-Support Pkrussl
-Are anti-BLM and/or anti-ACAB
-You're friends with twitter user Kakyoiiin (I don't like being talked about in plain sight about why I have you blocked or why it matters that I would block a freakin' TERF as a trans person whom is close with my friend group! Also get a life! People are allowed to make LGBT+ headcanons; in ones case, an actual thing pertaining to an alter of ones; [for characters they love! Kinda ironic when you support someone who makes NSFW of a minor with an adult in a gay relationship! Fyi do not ship minors with adults because that's just gross! Period!
-A proshipper/anti-anti
-Support Yarichin Bitch Club (I unfortunately saw the most disgusting clip from it and it scarred me!)
-Not critical of dsmp and/or supportive of the fans who vandalized one of my tribes' memorial
-Are a Blankshipper
-Quick to call someone a narcissist without knowing them irl or being told they have diagnosed narcissistic personality disorder (I will NOT debate why this is a horrible thing to do)
-Also if you use the term "narcissistic abuse" and/or demonize NPD or other cluster B disorders (this girl is Borderline)
This is also a Grimsley hate free zone! One would appreciate it if genuine Grimsley haters kept their mouth shut here! /lh /gen

Interests

Biggest Interests:
-Gambling
-Pokemon (duh!)
-Birds (which includes ornithology, veterinary care and taxidermy collecting)
-Card games
-Anything relating to ionizing radiation
-Casinocore/Casino aesthetic
-Honkai: Star Rail
-Warrior Cats
-Welcome Home
-Orb aesthetic
-Gemini Home Entertainment
-Urbex/Abandoned places
-Vintage cats
-JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
-Minecraft
-Crash Bandicoot
-Deer
-Moths
-Music reviews
-Veterinary history + medical history
-Childhood cartoons
-Nature
-Weird memes
-Winter, snow and ice
click on the Umbreon gif for the whole whitelist!

Me In The Real

100% Me:
Grimsley
Delusional Attachments:
Ghiaccio
Hutch
Goosefeather
The Goose
Dedan
Adraen
Vox
(Mind you one don't support Vivzie Pop nor Halley Labs nor a lot of what Erin Hunter does! I have no control over who I am!)
Please do not separate one from...well one (Grimsley)! That's who I am!Kins okay with one (Grimsley), Ghiaccio, The Goose, Adraen and Vox
Others okay with me (Grimsley)! One know one's not the only Grimsley in this world and one more than love that fact! In fact I much prefer if I had other Grimsleys around me!
☢☢☢Ones song identities are Checkered Floor, Simmer, Solaris, Panic Switch, We Won't Come Out, SCRIPTVRE, Mr. Self Destruct and Turnstile BluesI'm the entire albums Transit Transit by Autolux and Drama Queen by Neurosonic as well!☢☢☢Please note: One have source trauma so it's hard for one to talk about certain aspects of ones past without a triggered response. If you wanna know more about me, it's best to do your research first and then ask later if anything isn't correct.

One's also a huge turnstilekinFind more here | WIP

Music Artists I Love The Most

Favourite all time
🎰Silversun Pickups🎰
🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰🎰
Depeche Mode
The Killers
The Smashing Pumpkins
Garbage
Autolux
Rammstein
Animal Alpha
Neurosonic
Gary Numan
Kings Of Leon
My Chemical Romance
Cigarettes After Sex
Radiohead
L.S. Dunes
HIM
Coldplay
Out Of Your Mouth
Boards Of Canada
Death Cab for Cutie
Metric
Econoline Crush
Billy Talent
Panic! At The Disco
David Bowie
Fall Out Boy
Eliza & The Delusionals
Failure
Type O Negative
Celldweller
Phoenix
Interpol
Cold
Placebo
London After Midnight
Falconer
Nickelback
Kasabian
Nine Inch Nails
Deftones
Hum
Buddy Holly
Erasure
Dire Straits
Machine Girl
Bush
Mumford and Sons
Sweet Trip
my bloody valentine
Days Of the New
Volbeat
KONGOS
Emilie Autumn
The Glitch Mob
Static-X
You'll Never Get To Heaven
Lacuna Coil
Battles
TOOL
Aphex Twin
Stabbing Westward
Pearl Jam
The Fray
Collective Soul
System Of A Down
Our Lady Peace
100 gecs
deadmau5
Summer Salt
MISSIO
Mother Mother
Lincoln
Lykke Li
Stone Sour
One Bad Son
James Blunt
Tones and I
Yes
Childish Gambino
The Blue Stones
Jynx
Pendulum
Talking Heads
Finger Eleven
Modest Mouse
The Caretaker
Fucking Werewolf Asso
July Talk
Backstreet Boys
ano
Faith No More
Vancouver Sleep Clinic
Whale and the Wolf
Mephisto Odyssey
Blue Foundation
AWOLNATION
Limp Bizkit
Sewerslvt
Jack Stauber
Matthew Good Band
Creed
Spineshank
Odds
THEORY
Fun.
Cosmo Sheldrake
And much more ✨

With that being said, one am HIGHLY CRITICAL of the music one listen to!
Some of the bands I listen to contain people I do NOT support and never will! One only enjoy their music and nothing more!
The list of people I don't support:
🚬Eugene Goreshter
🚬Jimmy Urine
Uncomfy with:
🚬Michael Jackson (not highly uncomfortable however)
🚬BOTDF (mild trigger)
🚬Motley Crue (high trigger)
Cannot stand:
🚬The Tragically Hip (exception of their songs Ahead By A Century and Courage)
Nope songs:
🚬A2 -We don't have many days
🚬Cannibal by Ke$ha
🚬Anything by the unconfy artists (exception of covers and Genesis' songs)
🚬Hayloft by Mother Mother (Hayloft II is better)
🚬That one "I like to say hello" song (One hate it so much that one forget the title loool)
Top genres:
🚬Shoegaze + Nu Gaze
🚬Dreampop
🚬Synthpop + Synthwave
🚬New Wave
🚬Goth
🚬Emo
🚬Breakcore
🚬Neurofunk
🚬DnB
🚬Space Rock
🚬Indie Folk
🚬Nu Metal
🚬IDM
🚬Noise
🚬Alternative
🚬Math Rock
🚬Post-grunge
🚬Post-Britpop
🚬Industrial

Btw if you're a fan of Weezer and/or Radiohead, you are based af! You have good taste in music! Don't listen to those bums who say otherwise!Please do talk to me about Radiohead especially though! Their music keeps one sane /srs!

Don't interact if you support:

People:
Pkrussl
PewDiePie
Jessica Yaniv
Draikinator
Tinieevee
Dirgeclaw
My nephew's biological father
DigbyTheGoat
Spunkeii
emmalennyeddie
Shane Dawson
LupisVulpes
A certain friend group I won't say by name (I will tell you who if I trust you enough)
Kanye West
CreepshowArt and her husband
Dream
Eugene Goreshter
(Some others I forgot but I will tell you if you bring them up)
Fandoms:
Killing Stalking (exception if one follow you first and you're aware of how bad it is)
Big Mouth
Hazbin Hotel and/or Helluva Boss (exception if I trust you're not a part of the fandom that hates my guts and will never speak to them)
Yarichin Bitch Club
Ships:
Jotakak (Jotaro x Kakyoin)
(Bad experiences)
Ghiaccio x Melone
Anything having to do with pedophilia, incest
and/or abuse
(Especially Blankship! Do not make the twin dudes do that stuff wtf is wrong with you)

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